Please count down with me.
I’ve had a hard time writing lately, because I feel like I’ve got little positive to say. I’m whiney these days. Sick of feeling sick. Chemo was over LAST WEEK! But I’m still just dragging ass. I wake up each morning thinking “Today I will feel good again. Like myself. Faaaaast.” And then it doesn’t happen.
The external burns from the radiation have gotten pretty irritating. I won’t bother to describe it with any detail.
I need to take a shower now, hop on the bike, and go. Three more treatments left, and then I’m hoping to pronounce this thing dead.. 3, 2, 1, DEAD. Like that.